Yoko (silentyuni77) wrote,

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Emotional Recovery -_-;

Notice:Over the past couple of weeks, personal things have been happening to me. Offline friends have been quarreling way too much. I'm stuck in the middle as always. Some of the nasty things they have been saying (and I don't mean cuss words) are getting on my nerves. I've been hurt one too many times, and I don't feel like talking to anyone about it(I basically hate talking about my problems, too much guilt from being a burden to others).

I need a recovery. So because of these certain people I will be online a lot less often then usual as of next week trying to figure out solutions even though both sides don't want to listen or care to listen. This means little to no Balamb Garden, on AIM but most chances not. So that leaves this and email. Not alot I know but at this time I could care less so cry me a fucking river. If I block the bickerers while online, I'll just make things worse, and that is the last thing I want to do. I am just fucking tired of arguements. Tired of rumors. And especially tired of going through the same awful pain day in and day out.

These stupid events are blocking me from studying for Tues. - Thurs. exams. I don't want to fail; I want to pass so I can finish high school and leave this Hell whole for college. I don't think this is any of my fault, in fact I'm pretty sure it isn't. I'm just doing this to save my emotional well-being. And theirs. I expect this to be over in at least 2 weeks since these guys are really at it.

Talk to you guys in who knows when. Abayo.
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